zoom"Our first kiss."
It’s been a long time since that kiss happened but I still remember every single detail in my memory. I remember how your beautiful brown eyes pierced into my soul while you said the words “I love you” to me. I remember how you slowly pulled me up in a small, slow dance under the stars, the way you held me in your arms just felt so good in that night. The way you caressed my hair made the butterflies in my stomach go crazy. Finally, I still remember how we got lost in the moment that our body started working on their own. Closer and closer, our faces was just a few inches away when this electricity came over my body and pulled me towards you. When our lips touched each other, I swear I definitely felt what they call “fireworks” or “sparks”. The moment was so amazing that when we pulled out and I looked into your beautiful brown eyes, I knew it was the right decision to fall in love with you.
zoomThis post is for all of my followers who are now suffering from things that I’ve experienced before and also for the ones who are now currently in pain.
I wanna tell you guys that if right now you’re in the verge of giving up, please don’t. I know it’s not easy but I tell you, it’s worth it. Look at me, look at my blog, I used to be like you. I used to be one of those girls who cries every night wishing to be perfect. I used to hurt myself, just because I felt I was not worth it. I used to hate myself, just because things didn’t worked out well for me but then I realized, this isn’t the end of it. I still have the world ahead of me, I still have my family beside me, I still have you guys reading this post and I know I’m not alone so I worked myself out of depression. I didn’t gave up on life, I fought the demons inside my head, I cleared out my problems and lastly, I believed in myself that I make it through it. And I’m telling you that you can make it through it because I’m the living proof of it.
x Stay Strong, Kiddo.
zoomI am who I am and you can’t change that. You might try to bring me down or tear me down because you don’t like me for who I am but I won’t change for you. I don’t care if you hate me, loathe me or whatever and all of those words, hatred or judgement doesn’t matter as long that I know that I’m happy with myself and I’m not stepping on someone’s dignity or happiness. I’m only gonna change for myself and for the better but definitely not for someone else’s approval. I was not born to fit it, I was born to stand out and definitely I was not born to please anyone, so deal with it. Once again, hate me as long as you can but I am who I am and you can’t change that and I’m happy with it.
x Stay Strong, Kiddo.
zoomThere are times in our lives when we ask ourselves “Where did I go wrong?”. When all the picture perfect things in our lives come crashing down, when all the perfect plans didn’t go well and it leaves us with ourselves to blame. Yes, It might be all wrong but I gotta say that nothing is an accident. So even if your world crumbles down into the middle, don’t give up cause everything has reason. Every downfall, every failure is a start of something better. Like what they say, after the rain comes a rainbow so in life, It doesn’t that if you have a terrible problem or experience because it’s not gonna stay the same. It only means that they’re preparing you for something better, so hold on. Don’t blame yourself, you didn’t go wrong. It’s just a preperation for a better life. Trust me.
x Stay Strong, Kiddo
zoom“I’m afraid of falling in love again.”
I’ve been broken and bruised from the last time I fell in love. Now, I’m afraid to take a chance for a new one. I’m afraid that I might get hurt me again like the previous one. I’m so afraid that If I fall for someone else and they’ll say they like me too but they end up breaking my heart all over again. Having a broken heart is like having your heart ripped out, stepped on, stabbed and tossed out and then parts of it put back into your body. It’s the worst feeling in the world and I don’t wanna go to that kind of pain anymore. I don’t wanna spend the nights crying myself to sleep anymore. I can’t take anymore but then you came along. You made me feel so special and happy. You mended my broken heart into a new one. You gave me happiness and energy to go on for the rest of my life and suddenly I felt that it was you. It was you that I needed, that I wanted and then I realized, I’m in love with you but I’m still afraid. I’m afraid that you won’t take the chance if I ever fall for you but I’m going to take the risk of falling in love again, just for you. So please, just catch me.
Julia Barretto
Naalala ko nung nameet ko sya, 3 weeks ago. HAHA, parang ang tagal na no? Concert ni Demi yun, nasa upuan na ko sa Row E seat 16 tas nagulat ako kasi nagtilian yung fans, akala ko nandun si Demi. Eh akong chismosa naki-ososyo. Tanga tanga ko talaga kasi hindi naman ako nanonood ng TV, hindi ko sya kilala nun. Pero dahil sa kapal ng mukha ko, lumapit ako at ganito ang nangyari:
Me: Hi!
Julia: Hello!
Me: Pwedeng papicture?
Julia: Okay, sige. *Smiles*
Edi ayun, pumunta na ko sa seat ko. Sabi ng katabi ko “sino yun?” sabi ko “di ko kilala pero maganda.” tapos tiningan nya “Ah! Si Julia!” sabi ko “sino ba sya?” sabi nung katabi ko ”artista yun sa 2.” sabi ko “ah okay, maganda at mabait naman sya”.
Huhuhu sa mga fans ni Julia, wag nyo kong patayin. Hindi kasi ako nanonood ng TV Huhuhuhu.
Tapos nagpapicture na ko kay Alex Gonzaga. Oki.
Role Model
I want to turn into a role model who doesn’t care about being perfect or pretty. I want to be someone who’s gonna show my fellow teens that being thin, light colored or tall is not the real meaning of beauty. That being a barbie like figure is not right or being a size 22 is not a bad thing. I want to show them that it’s okay to have some flaws and imperfections. I want to show to them how to love themselves. I want to show them that being happy is the only thing that matters and insecurities and opinions doesn’t matter. Lastly, I want to show them that real beauty comes from the within and not from the outside.
Stay strong, kiddo.
You.
Yes, you. If you feel that you’re not beautiful enough or doesn’t feel worthy enough; you’re wrong. Because every single one who reads this is incredible in their very own way and you’re not alone. Now, If you’re suffering from things that I’ve experienced before, don’t give up. Don’t give up on life, ‘coz life is unfair to everyone and I know someone out there is going to be with you for the next steps in your life. If you’re now thinking of giving up on life right now, read this over again and remember I’m here. You’re not alone.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
Opinion
Don’t let anyone’s opinion change you. Don’t let them push you around and mold you into something that you aren’t happy with. Don’t let their words get the best of you, because it’s not worth it. The only thing that matters is your happiness. Be someone that you’re happy with and you’ll see the better side of you. Do what makes you happy and you’ll live your life to the fullest.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
Saving yourself
Let’s face it, there’s no one capable of fixing or helping you except for yourself. You cannot depend on people when it comes to yourself. Those people who are now helping you are going to be gone in a matter of time and you’ll be facing the fact that one day, you’re going to be alone. So right now, you have to realize that you’re the only one that can save you before it’s too late.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
zoom“Stay Strong”
- Demi Lovato
I totally live up to those words. As a girl with a lot of issues before like, cutting. It kinda struck me when Demi explained the meaning of her tattoo. She said that the reason why she had the tattoo is because whenever she feels like she wants to cut again, she will just look at it and it will remind her to stop and be strong. Actually, when I first saw this GIF. It gave me goosebumps by just looking at the scars Demi did to herself a few years ago.
Now, my point here is no matter what happens to you or no matter how painful the situation is, don’t give up. Don’t lose hope, be strong. ‘Cuz I’m telling you, one the things that will get you through something is hope. If I was someone who gave up easily, I think I’m not here anymore but these words “Stay Strong” has kept me alive for a long long time. That’s why I believe in these words. Those problems, pain and suffering are all God’s little challenge for us, preparing us for the better. So If you’re thinking of giving up, think again and stay strong because you still have a bright future out there, kiddo. Smile. Chin up for a better future.
x Sace #StayStrong
zoom- “I hate you.”
- “You’re stupid.”
- “You’re annoying.”
- “You’re ugly.”
- “You’re worthless.”
- “You’re a slut.”
- “Die.”
- “The world is better off without you.”
- “Your voice stinks.”
- “You don’t know how to sing.”
- “You’re an idiot.”
- “Please, Die.”
- “Deactivate please.”
These are the few painful words that I’ve received here in the span of 1 3/4 years. I know these words are so painful at some period It can make you cry. But I tell you something, I never cried over an anon hate. It’s useless, the anon is not going to change if you cry and It’s just a waste of tears.
It’s kind of heartwarming when people are sending messages like “I admire you for your strength” . It makes me happy in a way that I am starting inspire some people on being strong and right now I want you to tell you the secret in being strong. It’s simply not caring at all. Don’t let these words get into you. You’re a lot bigger than them. Every time you hear or see a negative thing or message, just shut your eyes and ears and remember you’re a lot better than them.
So, If someone if started sending you these messages just think of these words: “I don’t care in what you say. As long as I’m happy and I’m not hurting anyone, I’m free. This is my passion and happiness and you’re not gonna break it with those words. You’re nothing, you’re just simple hater that can’t bring me down. I believe in myself and I’ll never believe in you”.
Just remember, stay strong kiddo. You still have a long way to go.
X Sace
I’m not saying that I don’t love you anymore.
It’s just, I’m going to stop showing my feelings towards you. No, I’m trying to forget how I feel for you but in a simple way, I’m trying to hide it. It kinda hit me when I realized that I fought too much for something that I wasn’t going to get and maybe this time, It’s time to rest. But don’t worry my dear, I’m still here as your friend. Hopefully It doesn’t affect you If I stop showing my love for you since you are with someone right now. I don’t wanna be the cause of your fights but instead I want to be someone who’s gonna help you two. In that way, I’m making you feel or experience the plans that I planned if you were mine. The plans, the surprises and the advice that I’m telling to your significant other are my simple ways in order for you to feel my love that didn’t had a chance when I was still vocal about my feelings for you. Just remember, If one day you realize that you already love me, just say it and I will love you back like the way that I loved you before. I love you, my dear friend. Em.
My Father, My Savior, My Lord.
Panginoon marami akong pagkukulang sa’yo. Maaring hindi ito sapat para maipakita ko ang totoong gusto kong ipahiwatig ngayon. Pero ang masasabi ko lang ay salamat sa pagtanggap mo sakin Ama. My Father, my Savior, My Lord, I‘m desperate to know you better. I’m desperate for your loving arms. I believe in you my Father. Always.
My fear in YOU keeps me alive. Without you, I am nothing. Thank you for saving me, thank you for everything. I Promise, one day I’ll be with you, forever..
iHateJollibee (a story)
It was a long drive from Valenzuela to Antipolo city. While we we’re arriving we saw a McDonalds branch at the opening of the subdivision that we’re going to enter. We decided to grab a bite. After a couple of fries and burger, I got bored. So, I went to the counter to ask the password for the wifi. Guess what’s the password, “ihatejollibee”.
