Naalala ko nung nameet ko sya, 3 weeks ago. HAHA, parang ang tagal na no? Concert ni Demi yun, nasa upuan na ko sa Row E seat 16 tas nagulat ako kasi nagtilian yung fans, akala ko nandun si Demi. Eh akong chismosa naki-ososyo. Tanga tanga ko talaga kasi hindi naman ako nanonood ng TV, hindi ko sya kilala nun. Pero dahil sa kapal ng mukha ko, lumapit ako at ganito ang nangyari:
Me: Pwedeng papicture?
Julia: Okay, sige. *Smiles*
Edi ayun, pumunta na ko sa seat ko. Sabi ng katabi ko “sino yun?” sabi ko “di ko kilala pero maganda.” tapos tiningan nya “Ah! Si Julia!” sabi ko “sino ba sya?” sabi nung katabi ko ”artista yun sa 2.” sabi ko “ah okay, maganda at mabait naman sya”.
Huhuhu sa mga fans ni Julia, wag nyo kong patayin. Hindi kasi ako nanonood ng TV Huhuhuhu.
Tapos nagpapicture na ko kay Alex Gonzaga. Oki.
I want to turn into a role model who doesn’t care about being perfect or pretty. I want to be someone who’s gonna show my fellow teens that being thin, light colored or tall is not the real meaning of beauty. That being a barbie like figure is not right or being a size 22 is not a bad thing. I want to show them that it’s okay to have some flaws and imperfections. I want to show to them how to love themselves. I want to show them that being happy is the only thing that matters and insecurities and opinions doesn’t matter. Lastly, I want to show them that real beauty comes from the within and not from the outside.
Stay strong, kiddo.
Yes, you. If you feel that you’re not beautiful enough or doesn’t feel worthy enough; you’re wrong. Because every single one who reads this is incredible in their very own way and you’re not alone. Now, If you’re suffering from things that I’ve experienced before, don’t give up. Don’t give up on life, ‘coz life is unfair to everyone and I know someone out there is going to be with you for the next steps in your life. If you’re now thinking of giving up on life right now, read this over again and remember I’m here. You’re not alone.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
Don’t let anyone’s opinion change you. Don’t let them push you around and mold you into something that you aren’t happy with. Don’t let their words get the best of you, because it’s not worth it. The only thing that matters is your happiness. Be someone that you’re happy with and you’ll see the better side of you. Do what makes you happy and you’ll live your life to the fullest.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
Let’s face it, there’s no one capable of fixing or helping you except for yourself. You cannot depend on people when it comes to yourself. Those people who are now helping you are going to be gone in a matter of time and you’ll be facing the fact that one day, you’re going to be alone. So right now, you have to realize that you’re the only one that can save you before it’s too late.
Stay Strong, Kiddo.
It’s just, I’m going to stop showing my feelings towards you. No, I’m trying to forget how I feel for you but in a simple way, I’m trying to hide it. It kinda hit me when I realized that I fought too much for something that I wasn’t going to get and maybe this time, It’s time to rest. But don’t worry my dear, I’m still here as your friend. Hopefully It doesn’t affect you If I stop showing my love for you since you are with someone right now. I don’t wanna be the cause of your fights but instead I want to be someone who’s gonna help you two. In that way, I’m making you feel or experience the plans that I planned if you were mine. The plans, the surprises and the advice that I’m telling to your significant other are my simple ways in order for you to feel my love that didn’t had a chance when I was still vocal about my feelings for you. Just remember, If one day you realize that you already love me, just say it and I will love you back like the way that I loved you before. I love you, my dear friend. Em.
Panginoon marami akong pagkukulang sa’yo. Maaring hindi ito sapat para maipakita ko ang totoong gusto kong ipahiwatig ngayon. Pero ang masasabi ko lang ay salamat sa pagtanggap mo sakin Ama. My Father, my Savior, My Lord, I‘m desperate to know you better. I’m desperate for your loving arms. I believe in you my Father. Always.
My fear in YOU keeps me alive. Without you, I am nothing. Thank you for saving me, thank you for everything. I Promise, one day I’ll be with you, forever..
It was a long drive from Valenzuela to Antipolo city. While we we’re arriving we saw a McDonalds branch at the opening of the subdivision that we’re going to enter. We decided to grab a bite. After a couple of fries and burger, I got bored. So, I went to the counter to ask the password for the wifi. Guess what’s the password, “ihatejollibee”.